for Miss Divine Lee. :)

for Miss Divine Lee. :)

Loner 101

Bagong taon na. Sana bagong buhay naman.
Ewan ko ba. Ang hirap. Nakakainis. Nakakabwisit. O baka nakakaawa?
Siguro nga may state na ganito pag talagang tao ka nga. Nakakapagisip-isip ka ng mga bagay bagay hanggang sa makakarealize ka ng mga kung anu-ano… Kasi si ganito, ganyan. Palaging ganito, bat hndi nalang ganyan. Sana ganito at sana ganyan. Haaii.
Para akong tanga ano? Kahit nga sarili ko hindi ko kayang intindihin. Hindi ko kayang i-control. Sana robot nalang ako at tatanggapin ko ng buong buo kung sino man ang gustong mag operate saken. Kasi parang mahirap pag sarili ang kalaban mo… talagang mahirap.
Baka nga nag seself pity lang ako o baka naman nagiging insecure lang. Sana nga ganun lang…sana. Ginagawa ko tong pagsusulat kapag wala na talaga akong makausap. Tulog na mga kaibigan ko, si Mama malayo, nagtatrabaho kaya hindi pwedeng kausapin anytime, si Papa tulog na rin, pati si Ate. Haaii. Kaya Lenard ikaw nalang talaga mag-isa. Kausapin mo nalang muna sarili mo kasi bukas pag gising mo malamang wala na yan.”. Sana nga tama ako, na bukas wala na to.
Gusto ko lang ishare mga sentimyento ko sa buhay.Marami kang gustong gawin pero hindi mo kaya at hindi pwede. Mga tanong ko. Mga bagay na gustong sabihin. Mga bagay na naiisip ko na sa tingin ko naman eh nakakatuwa. Gusto ko lang tumawa, mahiga sa kawalan. Mag-isip ng masasaya. Yun t’yak ako hindi nakakapagod yun! Pero nakakafrustrate nga lang. Iniisip mo ang mga bagay na hindi mo naman kailanman makukuha, Hindi kailanman mangyayari. S’ya nga pala pasensya sa mga naaabala, napadaan lang talaga siguro ako, pasensya na at nandamay pa ako.
Hay naku. Mahirap. Basta mahirap. Marami pang problema actually pero minsan naiisip ko na preno muna, at saka ko na maiisip ang mga bagay-bagay sa mundo na masyado nang nakakaapekto sa buhay ko. May mga tong gusto mong pagsabihan, may mga bagay na gusto mong subukan, may mga panahong gusto mong balikan. At higit sa lahat may mga oras na gusto mong takasan. Lalim ano? Ganun talaga siguro pag nagkakaron ka ng oras na mag-isip. At dun mo na malalaman na mahirap nga na maging MALUNGKOT. Ayaw mo mang damhin pero bilang tao kailangan.

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I heard about this from the Tambalan show over the radio this morning. 
If I know, sa lahat ng unang makakahawak ng new monetary designs, tyak! ‘Di muna to gagastusin.hahaha! ;D

I heard about this from the Tambalan show over the radio this morning. 

If I know, sa lahat ng unang makakahawak ng new monetary designs, tyak! ‘Di muna to gagastusin.hahaha! ;D

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rise of the dead.

Gawd! It’s been a while already. Clock’s ticking and Lenard’s too excited for the Christmas break! (btw, doing this blog inside a class. *evil me. =^_^= )

Happy Holidays Everyone! :D

I wanna zi-gi-zig-aaahh!

DEYM! I just want to burst into laughter after seeing this schoolmate slammed his butt on the floor! At nasira pa ang chair ha! Dyos ko. Napamura tuloy sya. *Evil laughs :D

Let me call this day a wrap!

"To sum up this day, t’was (as usual) exhausting but fun. I’m near to perfection with the clothes (I have to finish everything tomorrow). I have seen the CENTERPOINT band performing again and as always they’re fantastic and professionals. I had a laughing time with my new friends, I never thought they’d be that fun.hahaha. And the highlight of my day, receiving a text from a particular and unexpected (as usual) person. Yes, ikaw yun. So, a long day ahead. Good night! AND BUSINESS LUMABAN TAYO HOY!" :B

Despicable me hangover!

"Does this count as annoying? *tok-tok-tok"

"It’s so fluffy I’m gonna die!"

"Can We touch the floor? How ‘bout the air"

"You know what? You’re funny."

"Unicorns, I love them. Uni-uni-unicorns, I love them"

Those are just some of the lines that kept on playing back in our ears even just before the movie and of course after.

What I love most about animated movies is that they may look really funny and lame, some may say that it’s just for kids but they have the most basic morals that is for every ages and we often ignore.

The movie was about a grumpy villain named Gru and always wanted to be on the top. He wanted to steal the shrinking gun from Vector (the Manny V. look-a-like. :D) which is known to be the greatest. So he did all the means and ways but still unsuccessful to do so. Until such time he decided to adopt kids to use them for his plans, Agnes (She’s the cutest! I’m gonna die!), Edith (She often looked like a guy with her pink bonnet. But still, cute.) and Morgo (the eldest and the "gossip girl-ish". You’ll know why.) and by that time, Gru’s life started to turn from dull to exciting. A total change since he’s going to play a role of being a father (which he never thought of being one.).

The kids taught Gru how to smile, laugh and most specially to love. He may said goodbye to them by giving them back to the orphanage  but still (but it’s Dr. Nefario’s (an apprentice of Gru) fault, he corrected his mistake and took them back.

Gru, Agnes, Edith and Morgo are just replicas of different types of people around. Mr. Gru who is someone who is not open to happiness, more on focused of oneself. Agnes, lovable and the one who does little things that relieves and unconsciously affects people’s lives. Edith, who is a commoner but able to support others. And Morgo, an elder who secures and shows love to her siblings and friends.

And they all made a perfect team of fun, entertainment, and an expression of love. They’re a gang of teachers I guess. :)

BETTER WATCH EVERYONE! 5 stars specially the roller coaster ride! hahaha

Kailanman ay hindi naging patas ang pag-ibig. Talagang may MAS nagiging masaya at may MAS nasasaktan. Gusto mo man rin syang mas masaktan eh ang totoo ikaw talaga ang mas nasasaktan sa huli.

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Haaaii. I wish this one’s true. :|

Haaaii. I wish this one’s true. :|